Checking Out the Closet

Out of the blue on Sunday night, Your Sister expressed worry if The Deputy comes out as gay.

It wasn't so much out of nowhere maybe. Another teen-age child of a friend has identified as the other gender, changing clothes and name. It seems to average one a year now, and that doesn't count the students at the school. It comes with the age. Whether it's role-play or a fundamental actualization, this is the age to do it. You're going to get slagged at school each day for something, might as well be for something you intentionally establish.

I remember it with girls during my high-school years. Not so much with boys. They would project their behaviors a little more, but no boy changed his name to a more feminine one. Girls seem(ed) to have more leeway with "tomboy" behavior.

She said she's worried how much harder it would be to be gay in this town at that age. I told Your Sister that, if our guy did come out, there's a stronger support system for him than just five years back, and he won't be in that position for another ten years. Who knows what the consensus will be, even in a town so slow to move in conjunction with national trends.Will there be conservative and fundamentalist blowback? Yes. But those folks would/do complain about the kind of relationship she and I have, and we've been married nine years.

I thought about the possibility even during his first year, and I decided that I will treat his relationships as I do yours: If it's convenient and healthy, I'm for it. If it's not on equal footing, I want my guy to have the advantages. The other person isn't my concern; that's for their posse to fret over.

Your Sister already decreed I would have The Talk with him. I may have volunteered. I never got it, and that was a major handicap for a Baptist-raised yokel. I owe him a better head start.

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This was probably the last year we ask my mom to watch the deputy during DragonCon. Her judgment is suspect. She didn't feed him any of the meals we prepared, instead sharing the eclairs I bought her. Yes, his meals were eclairs. And handfuls of cookies. We told her she could spoil him, but that's beyond the pale. He also didn't go to bed before 10 pm. She broke our DVD player by shoving in a disc into the unopened tray and lost his swim goggles, and lied about eating the sandwich ingredients she asked me to buy for her. None of them were even opened.

It'll be fun. He'll be five next year, and we can split up time between the convention and the local attractions. He'll see characters he'll know, and we can put him in costume too.

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I see the doctor tomorrow for this weird sensation in my throat. It started last week, and it feels physical. I initially thought a pill was lodged in there. I can eat and breathe fine, but the texture when I swallow is distracting. It's not a cold, not this far down my gullet, and it would have bloomed into head gunk by now. It's probably spiders or cancer. Occam's razor and all.

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Maybe the doctor will give me these.

Long Weekend

The daycare was closed Friday for a teacher workday, and I minded the Deputy.

He got his first haircut that morning. I sat him down on Thursday to pretend to cut his hair to prepare him. It didn't help much. He watched the barber cut my hair before he got into a chair. He was mostly OK until the barber had to bend his ears, and then he got squirmy. He also had an itchy face and shook his head a lot. I stood with him to settle him down enough for the barber to finish. We went back home to clean up before heading out to see his first movie.

I picked Guardians of the Galaxy thinking it would be enough like Star Wars to fascinate him. That kinda worked. I talked him through theatre etiquette, picking good seats, and the sensory overload of the experience. I think the latter got to him. Also the unknown characters. He didn't know who was a bad guy or a good guy, and he was suspicious of them all. About halfway through, he asked to go. It was right after a sequence of sad scenes, and while he couldn't express it, I think that bothered him. We walked around the lobby and went to the bathroom (he had eaten about a pound of salty popcorn), and I told him we would go to the toy store afterward if he saw the rest of the film. He agreed, and we went back in in time for the all-action final act. He was squirmy and talky, and I blame the sounds and editing cuts. Also the film length. If it was a shorter film by ten minutes, he would have been fine. But he made it.

I expected him to want Guardians toys, but he chose a jedi four-pack with a clonetrooper because he adores the clonetroopers. He also passed up Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and Hulk toys. So he's consistent.

Your Sister worked the whole weekend to prepare for school. She put off the usual preparations, and she had to catch up in the last two days. on Saturday, she took him to the school to watch DVDs while I stayed home to work on the costume. I sewed Velcro to the robe layer, and that was a slow death. Black thread, and black farbic, and thick black Velcro strips and oh Good Lord. Earlier in the day I did an apheresis, and  the attendant missed the vein runway he had marked, and I think he grazed a muscle. It has never hurt like that before. Iodine pain goes away much quicker than this did. During the sewing I watched a documentary called Cave of Forgotten Dreams about a pristine cave art collection in France. It's on Netflix, and I recommend it. The art is much more refined than normal cave art.

Sunday morning, i mowed the yard and found a turtle. When the grass gets to a certain height, turtles are inevitable. I showed him to the Deputy before hiding him back in the high plants behind the house. That should have kept him clear of the neighborhood cats. I met up with an old college friend and her family later in the day. Your Sister hung out for a bit before going back to school. I made dinner for us while the Deputy ate his thawed food; we ate supper after I put him to bed.

I've prepared him for this weekend with my mom while we're in Atlanta. I ordered eclairs for my mom this morning. It's her babysitter payment and her not-so-secret weakness.He knows his routines so well, he can walk Mom through the two days easily. I'll teach her how to use the DVD player; it's easier than her trying to figure out Netflix.

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I made a Hulk for my wrestling video game.